QA Application

My computer shows 11:21 PM but I can't sleep. I've been sleeping 3-4 hrs. lately, 2 on some days, and my system is crashing. I know that I should be trying to get some sleep now coz I still have to work tomorrow but I can't. Somehow, Allen's face keeps swimming in my head everytime I close my eyes. This is crazy..

Actually I'm crazy. Out of nowhere, for no particular reason (except the desperate need for change), I applied for QA. I had my exam yesterday, I had my interview today. Haha, it was a disaster. I didn't even have an inkling on what the job entails. Well, I know it was about assessments and feedbacks alright, but that's it? From what Allen explained, that's it. That's it?! Hell, I expected more. More of a challenge, you know. More of problem solving.. I want so much more, to learn much more than I know now. I want to be a systems ad. I'm on the right track with the systems part, I want to know the administrative side of it. From what I've learned today, the QA dept. won't be able to give it to me.

I'm having 2nd thoughts. I don't want to go through with this anymore. But it was the first time I actually applied. I've always been afraid to apply before. I didn't expect it to be such a breeze. I was more of in a daze actually. It was all happening but I wasn't really there. Should I push through with this?