I asked for a sign.. I got my answer.

Time check: 1:33 PM. Im supposed to be in the badminton court 3 minutes ago but here I am updating my blog. Well, I don't know about you but when the inspiration strikes, I gotta write it down or else I lose it all together. Anyway, you know how it is with us girls when we want to know the answer to a question we can't dare ask, we ask for signs? Im not really the type to confront people with what I feel, confrontation is not my forte so to speak so I always end up with asking for signs or else interpreting the situation. Sometimes I do misinterpret it or I end up with the wrong conclusion but oftentimes it works for me. So that's what I've been doing lately.. Interpreting signs. Last night I asked for one.. It was silly, really. The point is, it didn't happen. I don't know why of all the things that could've mattered that one sign did it. The flowers on my birthday didn't matter, the special attention I always get, the extra effort he puts in.. None of them did, but that one sign, that one sign that didn't happen did it for me. And just now I know why it mattered so much. He has time for everyone and I like that about him. But now I want him to make more time for me.. I don't like this realization. I don't want to be selfish. I myself like my freedom and I wouldn't like it if anyone stops me from doing what I want. Im no astronaut but I totally understand the need for time and space. So now I will give us time and space. Speaking of time, I really need to go now.. Keep me posted. =)