Today is Thursday, November 16, 2006, and today I got stood up. Let's just say it was expected but I was hoping against hope that we could've met and finally gone out. But things are the way they are for a reason.
Maybe I'm not ready yet… maybe it's just not meant to be. I wish I could say I don't care. I wish I can shrug it off and say "No big deal" but I can't. I do care. As much as I don't want to admit it, I'm hurt.
So I sit in my room and write down my pain and pray that God will take it away. I don't know until when I will have to suffer but I don't think I have illusions it will be any other way. I just wish I sleep tonight without thinking about you -- without dreaming of you. One night... may He grant me one night.
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