I thought I was Over You... But I thought Wrong

I brought my sister’s computer to the bhaus so I can finally blog what’s in my head. So there was this day last week when Ipay txted me at 8 in the morning coz she wanted to go out for coffee. So we went out for coffee, not satisfied with her breakfast brew, she wanted to go somewhere else. Where else would you go that early? To the beach! But the more the many-er right, so we dragged Andy right along. Of course the fact that he has a bigger, faster and cooler car, meant much. Hehe =P Honestly, it was just that we missed Panda…

So off to the beach we went in our impromptu outing. It was hot and we were wearing skirts, not Andy of course, and we couldn’t be more unprepared. It was a blast though. I guess nothing beats the day out with old friends…

Then I got a txt from Ian. Damn but he drives me insane. We’ve agreed to be friends alright, but his txts keep coming at inopportune times and the messages are so confusing I end up feeling so messed up! So I swallowed my pride and confronted him (using txt, of course). I can’t believe I did it but I asked him if he was over me. He said YES. I was so buzzed from the Vodka I’m not entirely sure if it hurt but when I got home it got me into thinking though. What the hell, I’m only kidding myself. I haven’t really gotten over him. I need more time--more time away from the texts and away from the memories. I can’t even bring myself to set foot in TC yet.

This is funny, it’s downright hilarious! I didn’t even like the guy much to begin with. Now I’m more scared than ever to even like someone thinking that everything will end like this. Life really has its mysterious twists and turns, huh? I guess all one can do is hang on and enjoy the loooong, winding, roller coaster ride!!!