My life is somewhat fucked up. I barely have time for myself anymore. I spend more time in the office than my compensation allows and I have to run errands for mama and mommy both of which are terribly annoying that you can't turn them down. I have to take responsibility for a football team which can't seem to function without me and grab some decent sleep to get through the next day.
This has gone for months now and if I have to continue doing so I'd drive myself crazy. As my friends keep telling me: QUIT. Oh yeah, I'd love to do that but one thing stops me from doing so... I don't know how to apply for a job. Haha, it's funny how I aced my English class on business correspondence and not know how to apply it in the real life--or whatever this life is...
But basically I have to admit I don't know what I want. I don't know what kind of job I'd settle for... I don't know what kind of relationship I want... I don't even know what to ask for! I'm just this driftwood in the sea of life. Going through the motion of the waves. Hoping that one day I get to the lush island where I can make a difference and not be buried in the in the sands of time-lost and forgotten...
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