The Lowest of Low

I'm a truly hideous person, I really am! I dunno what went to my head but I read the blog of his ex. I never did that before. I must be really desperate for answers now. But the thing is, her most recent entry dated August 17 stated... " I have moved on. I really did. But why does the past keep catching up on me? " Call me pathetic, but what does this mean? It may mean everything or nothing at all but my gut tells me it has something to do with him. Fuck!