Let Off Steam

'Anger is only a natural reaction; One of the mind's ways of reacting to things that it perceives to be wrong. While anger can sometimes lead people to do shocking things, it can also be an instinct to show people that something isn't right.'

It takes a lot to make me angry. More often than not, I'm too dense to react to a situation so before I can even have a reason to be angry, the moment has passed. But last night, I got really angry at my roommate, I was trembling with it. I just tried to sleep it off though. I kept reminding myself that maybe she's just tired or something. What ticked me off was that I don't even know what I've done wrong. I tried to remember everything that could've caused it.

a. She wasn't able to park right away coz Andy's car was parked on her spot
-I didn't know she was bringing her car. She was supposed to be in Bohol over the weekend so I thought she left her car at home.
b. The room was in a mess
-I was cutting Andy's hair and I changed the light bulb so I had a ladder in the room and Andy's hair was all over the floor. But her side of the bed wasn't messy at all and I cleaned everything up as soon as we were done

When she got back to the room everything was in order. She didn't have to bang at all the drawers and drop everything around knowing that I was already trying to sleep. Fuck! Fuck! I'm getting angry again. Maybe she was just really tired. I hope that's it coz I hate confrontations.