Who Would You Pick?

The Crush.

He's my drive for being. His simplest gestures make me smile. His smile makes my heart flutter. His mere existence makes me happy. I don't see any future together with him but it doesn't matter. Coz he's my now, my here and for now.. right here.. it's all that matters.

The Friend.
He's my pick-me-up. He's comfort ice cream and __ support. The most comfortable guy to go out with. He knows me through and through. Romance is an unspoken rule that must not be broken or else the magic of friendship goes away. He's one guy I can't live without. He's holds my past and i wish fervently he's in my future too.

The Ex.

He's my past. We had history. He holds a special place in my heart and in my memory. The memories we've shared were all past but are never going to be forgotten. For that, i will never forget him. But there was pain too and I'm careful not to be hurt again. He will always be in me but not beside me. He's in my past and for now, that's all where he's gonna be.

For some twist of fate all 3 guys are in my life. For some unknown reason the 3 of them present romance. But I couldn't entertain the thought. Romance would ruin everything. The fantasy, the bond and the memory. I wish someone would come that can make me throw caution in the wind and fly away. He could be one of the 3 or a totally different persona. But he'd be the one for me. For him I shall wait and continue waiting..