HOW?

HOW?

I've been really troubled lately. i don't know how to deal with my problems. seems like my past has come to haunt me. now, just what will i do? there was this guy i really liked almost four years ago. i had to let him go then but i never dealt with it. i just chose to forget and move on. but i never really resolved my feelings and now years after i'm still hung up over him. i've tried my best to leave things behind. i even had crushes the past years but nobody can compare to him. i really have to find closure now. i didn't really think it was a big deal but these past days including last night i kept dreaming of him. i end up losing sleep and i just want things to be clear again. whew, this closure requires a lot of confidence.